2006,
2006, Lamentation over my dearest one’s permanent departure for another world, WHICH depressed and
swallowed me like a swirling hurricane. Words fail to express my grief, tears streaming down each night you touched me tenderly in dream. Life is not shrouded with
dreaming quality and grandeur due to the existence of dream but heartbroken susceptibility to
disorientation. Miss you miss you to the speechless pathos.
2006,Leaving campus ,maybe forever. Say sentimental goodbye to memorable goodness. Say yes to the
messy future. Uncertain.
2006,Fearful trip to the duty, rugged road to the nameless utopia. Frustration,solitude, fear, wavering
confidence haunt me deeper and
deeper.
2006,Another coil of unknotted tie in the family. Persistent absence of the sense of security ramps .
2006, I am reconciled to the lifeless and unenthusiastic reality, it’s the sign that mark the aged attitude,
I try to throw it behind, but trapped in with hard retreat.
I know you will worry about me, I want to tell myself everything will be ok. Not for the faint of heart or
the lazy of thought. I truly
should keep silent and remain motionless posture in order not to upset you , the friend who showed
concern to me, But I can’t help to . No schedule for the oncoming 2007. Just make everything more bright and hopeful in the family… In search of the emotional outlet not by means of stereotyped and impersonal
life on and on and on. Something should sooth me down and sweeten my soul .Bless for tomorrow!