Blog is stuck due to the technical bug. I felt rather depressed and afraid of its malfunction will result in the complete crash of my blog. Just bless and hope every thing will be recovered. Coz; I am used to writing journals and attaching them in the blog. I haven’t written the blog in English for quite a long time. Although everyday I keep on reading English news and memorizing new word, but I found the writing skill is really poor. The pool of dazzling sentence is deserted. I am busy, busy ,busy . Busy living at present. Busy forgetting something,Busy persuading and convincing the comfort of present. However, I am willing to go back to the campus, I am dreaming of the mindless and leisurely life at campus. New semester is at the corner.However, I am no longer the member therein. Yesterday, I am working overtime till 3 :30 in the morning. It’s the nightmarish experience. I can’t even describe the despair and anxiety and grievance at that moment. At that period of time, I This week, I plan to go back to Quanzhou. I want to visit the campus, as a spectator, as an insignificant passerby. I am reluctant to accept the truth of departure and divorce from it, yet, I know what’s gone is forever gone. It’s foolish of you to attempt the romance of wooing it in the illusion. My heart leaps forward. Some one says what’s the significance of going back if all your friends are absent. Something sweet is already buried along with the passing age. Something unforgettable is already lost with the lapse of time. I am nostalgic.I irrecoverably attach to the past.
it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you
many days i've spent
drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
i know i will falter i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why
i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through
cause it's a long long journey
till i feel that i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose control
cause it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you.to you