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Winnie sent me a message just now that she has been admitted to the graduate
colledge.It's truly a cheerful news.Congratulation!It's a bumpy road for both
of us,I'm glad that she finally endured and survives.Truly speaking,my heart
was stung simultaneously as a result of my loss.I have told myself time and
time again that just let it go.you are not worthless,you still have something inside of you that deserve a great deal despite your transient failure.you
still have the chance to chase your dream.who can define one's destiny
through a single test.You know,the nightingale even pieces her bosom in order to sing the love song for her lover.She dared to sacrifice the precious
life to win her lover's heart.She died in vain.but she was so much a heroic
martyr for her dream..I envy and revere her from the bottom of my heart.I made up every reason to sooth my pain.I think I could go through it with just a shiver and wink.Then I can hit another road with full confidence .But it seems my trauma deprived too much conviction of me that I couldn't straighten my back up erectly ,shrug my fear off,and walk out of the low ebb of mood.What
happened!Jesus!!!
I often try to picture the future prospect,I was lectured that life is full
of the unexpected.who knows what would befall on next morning :catastrophic
event,bereavement,betrayal or other unfortunate.Or what kind of bless would lit your distressed life up:a unprecedentedly fat opportunity,a dramatic
romance or a desirable appreciation……I don't know..I don't know..How
important it to live at present..not in the future.nor in the past...
It always make sense that the most glorious consists not in never falling
but in rising each time we fall...I see...I don't want to make a fool of
myself by constantly imprionsing myself in failure..Words fail me..Remember:
The future is dynamic everything you do will change it,the past is static,nothing you do will change it..So,keep on..start the engine.....:em22:
Anyway,I want to celebrate W's ultimate success..Her parents would continue
to take her as the pride..That's the most enviable and exciting..I hope one
day,I could be that kind of spontaneous pride in my parents'hearts as well...
Tomorrow is a challenging day....Granny,I am back to see you again..And to
take a refuge in your bony arms yet it's paradise.......:em214:[/b]