Recently, my life seemed like a total mess. The cyber cheating marked the prelude to a series of unforeseen and unexpected events. Luckily, my silly act had the sympathy of my parents. Instead of blaming me for my foolishness, my parents wired money into my bank account fast. So, I was then able to buy the phone with this financial aid. I thought maybe it was blessing in disguise. But, on the road back the campus, I bumped into the monitor. After long chatting, I was informed that perhaps I was too late for applying for the doctoral degree, as the professor has already secretly enrolled some of her ideal candidates. The connection should be given the priority in applying for this degree. This news exploded both my heart and head. I was suddenly reduced to a pitiable creature that knew nothing and fantasized everything aimlessly. Am I really too late for this exam? Does the connection determine everything in doctoral application? Am I too idealistic or too simple-minded when dealing with these issues? I don’t know what to do now, seriously. I haven’t been so confused and hopeless. This news was even more frustrating than the fact that I was cheated like a dumb.
Something cheerful. This morning, I received the present from CC, my best friend here. I was so happy and grateful. Words do fail to convey my appreciation and sudden happiness. When everything goes wrong, there was something hopeful coming to lift up my spirits. Thank you!!! I do appreciate our friendship. It’s my fate year! I should preside over my own destiny, don’t have these irritating stuff get in my way. I should really do something rather than make complaints and make my days so gloomy and chilly.
My fate year!!! My fate!!!
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