第一天,爸难得在广州一路畅通,没有多绕路,"快班车"直接到了JD.8点整.我是学院第一个报到的。一切都很顺利,15分钟内就把手续给办齐了。一个学姐领着我到了宿舍,我是第一个抵达宿舍,选了床位,跟当初被分配到205的壮观景象不同,那天出乎意料的顺利。宿舍面朝明湖,靠橡胶跑道.令人满意的地理位置。老妈二话不说,开始帮我打扫清洁里里外外。老爸晃悠来晃悠去,研究房间的结构。后来,舍友跟我说,我的性格肯定酷似我爸.我说,不可能吧,我爸超爱拉风的,我跟我妈的性格比较相似。她一脸不敢置信的表情,我觉得你妈很安静也..我诡谲地笑,那是你不了解我啊。..对了,忘了介绍后来的舍友,蓝**.一个很朴实温和,非常用功的女生,来自广东梅州.接下来两年内,我们都将共处.
第二天。开学典礼.看见了"皇阿玛"-张铁林院长。十足的皇帝派头和架势盖过他人。虽然该院长尚不能以学术服众,但是学生们还是报以热烈的欢呼声。管他噱头不噱头,明星效应也好,总算给枯燥的学习生活加以润色。
第三天,导师见面会.其实学院的导师们还是满怀经纶的,也不会满嘴陈腔滥调.比我预想中好许多。只是专攻文学领域的教授极少,作风又极严谨.卫教授是最有权威的一个吧.但是她一发言就指出坚决反对研究生两手都要抓,学术和赚钱,厉声厉色地强调,一定不能荒废这一年的光阴,只是混个文凭而已。她的讲话让我心里发酥,自从开学第一天起,我的满脑子装的不再是图书馆和阅读,而是如何在最短的时间内找到合适的兼职.....哎.
从学生转型社会人本身是一个痛苦的过程,想不到从社会人再转回学生同样是一个蜕变的艰辛.不可否认的是,一年的工作逐渐让我不再执着那些风花雪月,阳春白雪的High brow sense.而是实实在在的物质利益。物质的贪婪会让我不断向上争取,而自省却往往让我羞愧不已....
Forget it. Actually, to be a post-graduate student could be entitled to a lot of privileges here. Perhaps we can tell age from one's faces and creeping wrinkles.When I stroll around the campus, I look upward and gaze the sunshine filtering through the robust and intersected trees. I know I am no longer dreaming girl I once was. Even after some soul-searching, I am still wavering now. But, I shouldn't fall down that dark hole that once whirled me. Take things coolly. Take your step slow. If you just hurry on headlessly,you would never suceed in anything.
I am wondering now, is it fantasy or reality.or it's the fantastic reality. I should cherish this rare opportunity. I should move on with the decadent enthusiasm...