Sometimes, we cling to the last ray of hope in order to minimize the realistic threat that confronts us or embellishes the stain that stamped in the wounded heart. So probably, we would rely on the memory to take a temporary refugee to away from the cruelty or we would stick to that precious moments and bury our heads in the sand. But I am not ostrich, I know I have been reluctant to leave, but I learn more and more clearly that my vision has been a part of yesterday. Yet yesterday is an extension of Tomorrow. How can we abandon tomorrow and hurl ourselves to the accumulated and indestructible memory simply to avoid the present. It’s so stupid and worthless, memory is not for avoidance but for full bird view of more glorious prospect. Learn to forget and forgive, learn to appreciate the hardship that you face. If I bump into the hellish predicament , I want to assert myself , upright my back and head, and smile over the sorrow , bitterness and negative moods bred by the despair,in the gesture of victory , I will never surrender!
I am determined to re-pick up my books, resume my habit of reading. Never give up my treasured dream.