Dreamer On Air---Dear Pat

Pat has returned. Maybe it will take another two months or even longer for us to see each other. Nothing has changed but it seems the topics we locked are on our troublesome and weary jobs. She is really exhausted. She grows more silent sometimes. Pat, just be more tough.

Many of my classmates really underwent the dramatic panic and crush of the reality itself. Ditto. I am reluctant to see Pat's endured silence which evidently convey the information of her awkward situation and her mind struggle. We all try to adapt ourselves to this indifferent society. Although I hate to see any reformed attitude or social manner on me or some others , I realize the supreme principle we should stick to is to admit the inferiority to the superior and to be humble and powerless.

But I courage myself all the time, the true superiority is to be superior to the previous self instead of others. Many years later,maybe our personalized characters will be sharpend to be completely dull,our mindset will be framed into the square and fair due to the numb life. Nothing is more horrible than the vanished ambition and strong will. It's awful to image.... Pat, we need be all tough and strong and keep to the nice inside our hearts.

Never Never Never lose heart!!!I am learning to relax but not take everything dissatifiable as granted. I haven't believed in the miracle. but I try to convince myself that the stubbornness in the morality and belief will create the unexpected landscape.

Pat Dear often reminds me of her naive laugh and stubborn pursuit of what she wants. She is often lost in wild imagination and wandering. She seldom complains, she often stands at one side to silently ease your sorrow and pain, she says she will always fail to console others decently and sweetly and solve the trouble for others, but I know when we are upset, she is always there to be your company, no matter in what circumstance. She is internally careful of our sadness and happiness, she is always sincere to others, she is responsible for even the minimal details of the class. Dear Pat, Best wishes!!Best wishes!!!Hopefully you could find a emotional shelter as soon as possible. God knows how frail and hopeless you are at that hostile and challenging position...

I am in vain to arrest the mad flight of happy moments. After saying goodbye, we all need brighten our eyes, strengthen our voice, straighten up the back , and never say die….