Sometimes, what scares us is not the thing that has happened to you, but what hasn’t happened yet.
We spend a great deal of time imagining the difficulty and impossibility of handling the upcoming situation.
But, indeed, the reality is not based on wild speculation or anxiety for the unknown. It’s even more horrible than what truly happens.
I have been concerned with the training for one week, I was annoyed, easily irritated, lost in nameless depression. When it really came, I found I was just making a fuss and exaggerating the challenge.
Uncle convinced me that I was best and I needn’t be trapped in my own worry and fear for it. I feel thankful to him due to his confidence and trust in me. I often bother him with my weak mind-power, low regard of myself and silence. The night before the training, I asked him how to sooth my nerves, how to cope with my pressure, how to alleviate my heavy mood. Uncle gave me tips patiently and encouraged me with his consistent confidence in me. I fail to describe how much I owe him due to his inspiring words and his positive attitude towards my low mood. I cannot say I really walk out of the shadow that I often invent for myself, but I know how I am blessed to have someone trust me like this and never lose his faith in me. Thank you for your consistent attention on me. Without your company, I couldn’t walk even further in my study and my life.
Try! Try to smile and love others like my uncle has been already doing.
His love is not ostensible, not full of boasts. He just takes care of his beloved ones with meticulous care, with agreeable temper, with few words but a lot of actions.
Sometimes, I may wonder he is lonely. Because he concealed all his suffering, he hardly allows others to shoulder the heavy responsibility; he just bears all those burdens inside and offers you the timely help, always and forever.
I feel grateful to him for having motivated and guided my all along my life.
And I know well that I wasn’t born brave, but I was born to fight!!!
加油加油!! 不要被自己吓倒~