Yesterday, it seemed that everything came up so suprisingly. I wasn't ready enough to greet this unbosomed moment. But I had to unveil my secret. Yeah!No put off! No Concealment any more! But at the moment I stumbled: I am afraid I have to leave at the end of this month. Gnawing Quietness! I could hear that my heavy heart plummeting down from the top of bliss, I could feel about the cold stare at my back, I even wonder wether there is any hole for me to turn to... So lousy! Just like a guity prisoner, yes, I commit a unpardenable sin. What follows is the supervisor's "cross-quesioning", collegue's concern and students' sense of loss. What a shame! I'm sorry, dear all, it seems that I have hurt such a team and discriminate my self-image. I know everyone here is friendly and get along well with me. They are sincere, honest, warm-hearted, unpretentious. God knows I truly appreciate here, I hate to leave such a trouble behind and flee away. Irresponsible, isn't it? But dear me, they don't blame me for anything but wish me best in the future. I eventually keep this secret from them, I just hope they know I am leaving for the other city. That's all. I don't want to disguise, I don't even want to explain more. Although we have been together for less than a month, we have had nice time. That's beyond my expecation. I am grateful. I will miss them, suer, tracy, farah...They impress me with their candidness and heartiness. I value you more than they could imagine. Yes. This summer will be gone. As the song singing, wake me up when september ends. The innocent days will linger on? But you never know.