Serendipity的私语阁 on 05月 15th, 2007

I want to write something to commemorate the Youth and Courage after I have read Kate Chopin’s Awakening. It’s a wondrous book, woven with awakening passion and lust for the freedom and self-identity. Edna, the exquisite heroine in this book, underwent the gallant breakthrough from a homebound housewife who was committed to her family and [...]

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 05月 13th, 2007

"谢谢我的好女儿!知道你没有让妈失望,你是妈的精神支持,我的牺牲没有白费得到回报.你放心我会照顾自己,还有你们的妈妈没事,不要担心." "你弟出走也不是完全他错,我也有错,没有做到好妈妈,没有帮他安排,我也有责任,真的我也很指责自己太无能...刀割我肉也没有这么痛" "你弟没读好书,不会理解你妈一生走过来不容易,妈生你们就一定要对你们负责,如果我为了自己享受早就离开你们..你弟太不懂事,太不应该,这样出走实在让我伤痛又心痛." ----07/05/03 01:39 老妈 这些话可能足以让我铭记一生,当我发现曾经光彩照人的母亲慢慢地变老了,当我发现曾经我所追求的一些感情逐渐变得肉麻与无趣,我隐隐地知道 亲情 母爱 是我此生的禅...

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 05月 11th, 2007

"M" is for the million things she gave me, "O" means only that she's growing old, "T" is for the tears she shed to save me, "H" is for her heart of purest gold; "E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining, "R" means right, and right she'll always be, Put them all together, they [...]

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 05月 10th, 2007

A luxurious bunch of sunlight creeping into the office, which sets the warm and soft ripple lingering over my heart. The brilliant sun often reminds me of hopeful faith in the vigor and immortality of life. So long as we live on, life will never suck. I have been immersed in my grief and sadness [...]

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 05月 6th, 2007

突然发觉,这世界上很多事情真的不明白了。 为何麻将有那么大的威力,让那么多人欲罢不能,终日颓靡...为何为人子女却不能懂得父母的苦心,是否要等到我们真正失去这一切才懂得珍惜...可能是因为我的感触细腻敏感,所以更让我觉得悲愤。其实,老妈的操心我们都是看在眼里的,这么些年来,其实她承受的压力和苦涩是我们所体味不到的,看着她为老J烦恼操心,看着她为老D的事叹息哭泣,我心里也不是滋味。哎.怎么会这样?今天下午,妈突然哽咽着说:我不知道为什么这么多不愉快的事情都发生在我身上~~?那一刻,我知道我应该过去好好地抚慰她,可是我却什么都没说,我不知道该以什么合适的言语来宽慰她...很多事情我总以为只要努力就可以改变并左右结局。可是事过多年,当我看着老J顶撞妈的话,说不用你管;看着老D的留言说,..是对我来说最大的解脱。我心里就一遍遍地莫名绝望,难道不知道世界上为了我们承受最多压力和为我们担忧心痛最多的也是妈妈吗?为什么你们要用这种偏激的方式和过激的言语来伤害一个那么爱你们的至亲?老D,老J...可是,我始终说不出口。因为,可能得到的回答是:我已经那么大了,不用你来教训!!如果说现在有三个心愿的话,我希望老D尽早平安归来.第二 我希望妍长大后是一个感恩而健康知足的女孩,不要染上这么些恶习,再现老妈与老J的这种悲伤轮回.最后,我希望老妈经过了这些事,可以平稳开心,不再为我们折腾心酸....

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 04月 27th, 2007

弟依旧没有消息。我已经不敢打电话回家问情况了。心里除焦虑还是焦虑。无能为力,只能一遍遍地祈求老天爷让弟能够平安归来。。。已经快10天了。

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 04月 26th, 2007

想起关于弟弟的许多事 虽然相隔久远,甚至孩提时祖孙俩的记忆可能发黄,儿时奶奶最宠爱的弟弟总是会时不时记着给奶奶挂个电话,问问家常; 那天老J想抽烟,老D一把把烟抢过,踩在脚底,碾得粉粹; 那天妍妍哭得人仰马翻,她娘拿她没辙,生气地让她在地上撒播不理她,老D赶紧把妍妍抱起来,一直哄着; 那一次我从外面给老M带了汉堡,老D上网回来,问:我怎么没有?我一直为此愧疚着,自己总是顾此失彼,患得患失; 老D年前老希望我能给他买一副眼镜,我当时爽快地答应了,可是尚未兑现; 都说,孤独是可耻的。所以我受不了别人的孤独带给我的于心不忍,因为我便生活在这种常态中。那天和老M一起搭车时,老D送我们至门口,我回头看着他的背影离去,内心突然割过一阵不舍; …… …… 奶奶上天有灵,一定要保佑老D平安回来。。。。

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 04月 11th, 2007

从来没有这么窝火过,看着密密麻麻的符号,突然觉得五花八门的语言不是一门学问,而是 ** 。Malheuseument,je n’a pas du temps pour la interview en francais. Je ne sais pas que si je peut passer l’épreuve bien.好崩溃阿!! Je m’appelle Jeanne, Je viens de Quanzhou, ca se trouve dans Fujian Province, ne loin pas de Xiamen. Je obtenis the diploma de Arts de Huaqiao Universitaire l’annee dernier. J’adore la l’ anglais et [...]

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 04月 5th, 2007

“People who dream when they sleep at night know of aspecial kind of happiness which the world of the day holds not, a placid ecstasy, and ease of heart, that are like honey on the tongue..." "An African Native Forest is a mysterious region. You ride into the depths of an old tapestry, in places [...]

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Serendipity的私语阁 on 04月 2nd, 2007

The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called resignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city you go into desperate country,and have to console yourself with the bravery of minks and muskrats. A stereotyped but unconscious despair is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of mankind. There [...]

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