What's wrong indeed with me??God knows how insane I am when I rushed to that damned place for an interview,haunted by the quick-to-fortune job,in turn to reap a fragmentary and broken dream..Ridiculous!!How can I be so obessesive with the instant profit,how could I be so uncertain with my preparation.It seems once there occurs something tempting and alluring,I would straightly rush there at any cost.then the consequence is due.I AM BUMPED.EVEN DUMPED.And what is left behind?total mess,entirely self-mocking unfavorable and destructive result...Please be more clear-minded.I beg for myself's sanity..If it continues,then the post-graduate,the literature would all turn into a white page ,all become a vanished dream//I can't abandon my self in such a sluggish and irresolute way.I need pluck up my courage to wage another desperate fight!Just settle down and be ease.Discipline!!!