Things aren't going your way, but that doesn't mean it's time to give up. If anything, you should try harder -- but only after taking a break to see if there are alternatives you haven't yet considered.
I was turned down in the second interview. It seems within my expectation. I don’t know what’s wrong with me at that time. I should be better prepared. But I just let the chance slip by. Anyway, it’s me myself to blame. Wow…Cool. Although it’s a huge and sudden blow, I should also pull myself together. I need to know what makes the failure this time. I am not good at communicating my ideas as well teaching those students from high school. Perhaps that’s exactly why they think me unqualified for this job. I really feel so bad and glum, I feel like the confidence and power all oozing out. And I feel heart-broken..
相信你的能力会让更好的机会来到你身边。