雨天，心事被打湿了

[b]有雨的时候，很希望静静地窝在小屋里，看书，发呆，发神经。不知道是不是自己真的习惯将自己隐蔽起来，有时候很害怕被发现，并惊扰。我觉得自己好象患了失语症：
[color=Maroon]Symptoms[/color]:lose the connection of the outside,
awkward in self-expression,
clumy in the rational response and reaction to the others'words,
sudden loss in the nameless sadness and rapture,
anger from nothingness……
Cause:timid?(blunt excuse),
boring routine?(I love it actually),
peer pressure(exactly,I don't even have the dimmest notion of my future),
sense of guilty(I fail to live up to the expectations of my loved ones),
solitude(I'd rather not admit it……
[color=Teal]Recipe[/color]:
pull yourself together.
don't indulge in the sentimental illusion.
Don't resign to the deadly old habbit of thinking pessimistically.
Don't conceal your negative emotion any longer.Try to relieve from it
Don't fall prey to your alter ego of devil..
Don't be chained by the books..
Don't confine yourself to the limited space.
Don't………………)……
I know it,savior..But I ...I can't help it...

Buzzing....Humming.....Drizzling.....Booming....

Goodness!
I will arise and go now,and go to Innisfree
And a small cabin build there ,of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean-rows will I have there,a hive for the honey bee
And live alone in the bee-loud galde

And I shall have some peace there,for peace comes dropping slow
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer,and noon a purple glow
And evening full of the linnet's wings...[/b]

I love rainy day,yet I hate it as the reminder of something else~~~

My goodness!!